another happiness

 assalamualaikum. i'm on my medium holiday. few month ago........ I'm still in my anxiety and sadness. shocked. it feels like i can't face it at all. i can't hide my worries. can i? will i get the same happiness? so......... gotcha! we can see it now. all my worries is  useless. just waste my energy for free. so let it flow. andsame happiness u'll find ur way. u'll find ur another happiness. it's not the same one. there's so many differences. tapi lo harus tau kalo dimana-mana itu ada unsur kebahagiaan.tapi mungkin, memang bukan kebahagiaan yang sama. lebih bahagia yang mana itu sih tergantung lo nyikapin keadaan yang lagi lo hadapin sekarang. but...... sometimes longing to be in the first condition that make you feel like home, itu wajar. "mungkin belum" around my head. but the second situation in which we live now, one day will give the same taste as the first. it's already happened. i feel my home in this second situation. and it makes me thankful to Allah. alhamdulilah. but the first memories with you all will never be forgotten. but we gotta go ahead. live our life now. it's not about friends. it's all about the "feeling". and i know that "feeling" will be found wherever we are. so don't ever be worry to face something new. Allah will give you the way. the happiness. the home. thanks God, i'm blessed. thanks to always put me in wonderful place:----) i love you all my friends. you all rock!! you brighten up my day. stay like this.