on Sabtu, 23 Februari 2013
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SOOOOO DAMN ANNOYINGGGGGG! DOZENS OF HOMEWORK ARE SO FCKNG KILLING MEEEEEE.

short&worth nitey chat!

on Senin, 18 Februari 2013
OMGGGGG! this  night is gonna be a looooong night. the bunch of homeworks are ready to ruin my night. my mood goes down 360 degree. shit. & why do people pretend to be like there's nothing to do. hey! when is your turn? it seems like it always be my turn and none of yours. blaaaahhhhhh.sorry. it's just my arrogant side. hehehehe. and I regret myself to be like this. I'm sorry. I mean it. and i dunno it's good/bad. every time I've done a bad ..... I always feel sorry for it. it's true. but it's bad when I exactly know that I've done is bad, I always do it again&again. how come?!:--(

----out of topic;
me so galawww after seminar kemaren ini!! it's about which university that will be taken by me after graduated. exactly, which university that will accept me. and it's 1 year left to graduation! actually I've decided which uni that I'll take. but there's too much that I've decided. and there's too much I worry about too. it's like i dream too far. it's not suit for me. it's not good for me. it's too far to achieve. blah blah blah. i'm so worried:---( I just pray for the best& I try to do my best. and I hope I'll get the best with the easiest way amin.

bye bye. moo-ach<3
on Minggu, 09 Desember 2012







Pourqoui Tale, made by me. "Why Grass is Green"

on Minggu, 18 November 2012
long long ago, grass had no colour. they were transparent. it was so beautiful with colourful flower among it.
one day, there was a romp between green frog and lizard. the lizard chased the frog because his food was stolen by the frog. The frog was jumped to meadow to hide himself among the grasses. but it didn't work. the frog was caught by the lizard. so he went home with a battered body and with no food. so the frog got trauma and wasn't brave anymore to stole lizard's food.
several days later, the frog was feel so hungry and so limp. so he thought that he have to be brave to got the lizard's food again. so he made a plan. when the time came, the frog braced himself to stole the food. he came up to lizard's house. he watched lizard's activity from distance. when the lizard was careless, he stole the food so fast. but the lizard still knew that. so there was a romp for the second time. the frog jumped so fast until he jumped to the same meadow as the first time he hide himself from the lizard. but it worked now. the lizard could not find him. it happened because the night before the green frog painted the entire grass in that meadow with green paint. so he could hide himself there.
so that's why the grass is green.

Everything's OK - Lenka

on Kamis, 15 November 2012
Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

Woke my weary head
Crawled out of my bed
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"
Nothing's going right, shadow's took the light
And I said, "Oh, how do I go on?"

Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay
(Everything's ok)

I gave my hope to you
When you were nearly through
And you said, "Oh, I can't go on"
Well, now I need it back
'Cause I have got a lack of all that's good
And I can't go on

Yeah, sometimes I just need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

(Everything's okay, everything's okay)
Sometimes I need a little sunshine
And sometimes I need you

Keep giving me hope for a better day
Keep giving me love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this messy life I made for myself
Heaven knows I need a little

Hope for a better day
A little love to find a way
Through this heaviness I feel
I just need someone to say, everything's okay

another happiness

 assalamualaikum. i'm on my medium holiday. few month ago........ I'm still in my anxiety and sadness. shocked. it feels like i can't face it at all. i can't hide my worries. can i? will i get the same happiness? so......... gotcha! we can see it now. all my worries is  useless. just waste my energy for free. so let it flow. andsame happiness u'll find ur way. u'll find ur another happiness. it's not the same one. there's so many differences. tapi lo harus tau kalo dimana-mana itu ada unsur kebahagiaan.tapi mungkin, memang bukan kebahagiaan yang sama. lebih bahagia yang mana itu sih tergantung lo nyikapin keadaan yang lagi lo hadapin sekarang. but...... sometimes longing to be in the first condition that make you feel like home, itu wajar. "mungkin belum" around my head. but the second situation in which we live now, one day will give the same taste as the first. it's already happened. i feel my home in this second situation. and it makes me thankful to Allah. alhamdulilah. but the first memories with you all will never be forgotten. but we gotta go ahead. live our life now. it's not about friends. it's all about the "feeling". and i know that "feeling" will be found wherever we are. so don't ever be worry to face something new. Allah will give you the way. the happiness. the home. thanks God, i'm blessed. thanks to always put me in wonderful place:----) i love you all my friends. you all rock!! you brighten up my day. stay like this.

do u understand this text? =))

on Sabtu, 10 November 2012
Dear Dad,
$chool i$ really great. I am making lot$ of friend$ and $tudying very hard. With all my $tuff, I $imply can’t think of anything I need, $o if you would like, you can ju$t $end me a card, a$ I would love to hear from you.
Love,
Your $on.
A week later….. a letter from “home”
Dear Son,
I kNOw that astroNOmy, ecoNOmics, and oceaNOgraphy are eNOugh to keep even an hoNOr student busy. Do NOt forget that the pursuit of kNOwledge is a NOble task, and you can never study eNOugh.
Love,
Dad